salam... to all my friends.. ngee~ and readers....


It is not my intention to discriminate. I just dont like it.

Today is 26 of April in a rainy evening.

It's been a long silence since my last post in this blog.

I am 21years-7months-8days old. Up until this date, I've been entirely whole my life had study, went to school, undergo matriculation program, get good pointer so I pursue my study in quite a critical course in university. Nice one and I should have proud of myself cause I've been on a long journey and I had survived every stage of it. Back then during my school year, when I was asked,

'What is your favorite subject taught in school?'

I never had a specific answer for that kind of be truth, I dont even had an answer for that. The best shot of mine was just 'I dont know'. Those who are very intelligent and smart that day might find their own favorite subject which almost of them drown in love with Addmaths, Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Science and blablablaaah. Why is it had to be those scientific, critical, complicated subjects? Well, they excelled in what they like. But when I was once asking of my friends which was also of of the top 10 student back then, 'why do you like this subject?', they also got no solid answer for that question ending up replied back to me 'I dont know' or else they replied 'I like whateversubjecttheygotintheirmind because I like them'. You love them for no specific reason.heh. Probably, to love or like doesn't require any condition or reasoning, is it? Instead, I rather take myself to learn all the subject regardless of which you like or which you dont, so I dont end up excelled in only the subject that I like most or kicked out by the subject I hate most. But, the only subject that annoyed me was Biology. I cant help myself to understand those paramesium, amoeba, genetics, chromosome and all of it. Biology had affected me anesthetically WORST than Sejarah. I slept in most of the Biology classes. I found it was such a miracle when I could keep my eyes wide open during biol class and pay attention to what cikgu Hairie was teaching which it's so rare for me to turn out that way. While everyone in my class was so excited and interested in that human reproduction chapter, this chapter still didn't raise my attention in what they were all sooo fascinate with. Poor me. I remembered my classmates was sengih2kambing during Cikgu Hairie's class when he explained about the reproduction system. And me as usual, lay my head on the desk with the text book stand armored or pretending like I was struggling to understand the phrases/figure/diagram. As the result, the grade that I could afford was B (I dont remember B4 or B3). At the end, you like it or not, you still have to brace yourselves with what you like or dislike. That was me back 5 years ago who didn't have any specific interest in anything.

I have completed almost 3 years in university which take another 1 year to complete the 4 years duration of study to grab that scroll of degree. For the past 2 years, I dont complain much about the subject that I have to take (which is a requirement to fulfill my course). But this semester, here comes the pain, suffer, disaster. There is a subject called Project Management and Economics (PME). The word 'Economic' itself had tortured my brain to disclose what is the damn meaning behind it. Frankly speaking, I hate all those economic things. A friend of mine had me ponder,

'Wei..kalau macam ni lah, PD (Plant Design) nanti macam mana?'

and yeah, it did trigger my mind of what am I going to be if I can't survived this subject, things might be worsen and I probably could be a burden to my team-mates soon. All I can imagine right now is the grade that I could redeem for this bloody subject. So the exam had passed, I'm here only hoping from His blessing to save my grade. Aaammiinn. Have faith Syuhada Omar though you haven't done soooo well during the examination. On second thought, I might have let the hatred in me blown away the fact that I got no option to discriminate something that didn't appeal to me. So what's me after 5 years? I am economic illiterate. Or the safest answer, I'm still quite dont know what I am interested in.

How does my grade will look like?

Like this?

Or this? know what I mean.
PME and Biology. I hate them both. They are both pose severe effect to me, it's just that PME don't have the anesthetic effect to me. Pretty good.


missing U??

-------- Dia mSeh ingaT aku walhal aku mmg sedang meLupakn ------------

mode : [silence]

hePi belaTed beSdaY

Sukhaime BahRain muhammaD


bunga-bunga cite.. ngee~

salam. sume.. ngeee..

mgu ni mgu atiku berbunga2... hahaha

tp, da 2 mlm xleyh nk tdo... em.... ~~

tp, xpelah... haha... nk kongsi lagu arini..
besh.. da berbunga2 sgt da ni...

Di sini aku masih sendiri
Merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu, masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Kucoba 'tuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, ooo... meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar,
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku, disini
Kudapat tertawa menangis merenung
Di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara... dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya, pujaan hatiku
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya, aa...
Suara, dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku, slalu di hatinya
Aku di sini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam hatinya, aa...

Dan aku masih tetap disini,
Kulewati semua yang terjadi,
Aku menunggumu, oh, aku menunggu

(Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku)
Aku disini menunggunya, masih berharap, di dalam haitnya, aa...
Suara dengarkanlah aku,
Apakah aku ada di hatinya
Aku disini menunggunya masih berharap, di dalam hatinya...
Suara dengarkanlah aku,
Apa kabarnya, pujaan hatiku,
Aku disini menunggunya, masih berharap di dalam hatinya, oh, oh, oh.
(Suara dengarkanlah aku...)

lagu y dinyanyikan oleh HIJAU DAUN... dri endonesia.. ngeee~..
suke sgt lagu ni....
besh.. act, page ni sye da letak lagu, feat with luna maya...
dgr la eyh...

papai sume... muah2...

p/s: [mseh ber'mood' you're beautiful]



you're beautiful

salam tuk arini..

hihi.. aku bru je selesai menonton satu drama korea..
bes weyh cter ni.. tp, nape ek.. walupon seday.. ak ssh je nk nageh...
seyes.. padahal.. ak bab2 cter seday ni pantang.. cket je pon leyh nangeh.. haha

btw.. xpe2...
ni... cter ni tajuknye you're beautiful, hero die Jang Geun Suk

hahaha... cute la die.. tp, ak search tdi.. bru thu umo die 23thun..
what?? 4 august 1987 besday die.. aku cm xcter je.. beh kurg umo ak je pon.. ingtkan da bpe..
hahhaa... senyum die, muke seyes die 2.. mmg xleyh blah.. ak suke kot.. hahaha..

ble da abes tgok ni, ak da jtuh chenta ni.. [adoi.. cair doh aku]....

3 hari kot aku abeskan cter ni... sume ad 16episod... ak da xnk crik cter dah..
xpasai2 xstdi aku... mne leyh dpt cter.. trus je lupe stdi..

addict to korean drama+muveee.. ngeee~

so... da abes tok mlm ni..
pas final.. ak nk donlod cter len lak..
leyh le aku negok lagi... hahahhaa

suke2 korea..

p/s: atok & nenek aku org korea [pecaye x?]..

salam... gud nite sume...
gud nite star...


tempat Li (latihan industry)

salam ....samat t.hari sume... walaupon aku bgun lambat... ngeee~

em... skrg ni, di umP 4 batch aku, li kne wt mse tyme cti sem.. yakni.. cti sem ni,.. after final... 10hb maY 2010... sandwich style le ni... cesh.. nyampah tol aku...

y aku paling bengang nyer... ak xdpt g tmpat Li ni...geng kaMimanA y len sume da dpt.. [anis,meran,aada]... cmne aku leyh ketinggalan ni... menci2... hahaha.a.

saket da pale aku nk pk.. da la skunk ni final tyme... mne nk stdi, nk crik company nk Li.. borink3...

em... xpe2.. relaks noYa... ade g mse ni... in'allah mu boleyh nyer... jgn putus ase.... ak sgt2 berharap ni...doa manyak 2... in'Allah...
ak nk Li same ngn sume org.. aku nk Li gak.. xkira2... kih3... [mengade2 xhengat dowh]..

suksis lak... mse 6hb may ade kne jdi runner kat pulau tioman... diulang sekali lagi.. pulau tioman... aku nk pegiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii................ nk sgt... xpenah pegi pulau.. melainkan pulau pinang.. kot...
em... nyampah tol la... sbb, ktenyer after tioman, suksis kne menjalani latihan PGA kat ulu kinta... mse 2, 9hb.. so, aku da la Li mse 10hb.. mne leyh ikoT... jdi disini.. sye sgt berharap agar de la transport tuk anta aku balik ke ump terchEnta ni... hope sgt....


kla... smat tgahari sekali lagi..
i nk mndi ni... nnt nk stdi.. muahx

p/s: windunye kamimana.. ngeee~


azam sye..... bukan azam sem baru.. but azam ari esok...


samat pg sume <1:28>

skunk kat meja sye.. bru selesai berfesbuk... bg ikan2 makan.. hihi..(game)
smbil2 dgr yan(rumate) nyanyi je smbil stdi...hihi...
tbe2... dtg mud nk bercoret cket kat blog ni..

ni nk ckp sal azam ni... sesuai la ngn tjuk entry ni kn... ngeee~
msing2 de azam sendiri kn..? so ....ak pon ade ni... :so..jgn:

sye ade azam sy y satu.. tp, btol ke sye mampu laksanakn b4 smpai mse y sgT sesuai.. sy xpenah ckp sy terbaek... tp, sy nk azam 2... sy harap sy mampu.. sy xnk ble org len thu, org ketawakan sy... sy xmmpu nk nk sokongan sume

p/s: my current facebook s/out

sye da stat berazam ni... sy harap sgt syer kotakan azam sye<>
sye xnk cter azam sy... sbb tkot xtercapai...nnt org ckp.. hangat2 taik ayam je la mg ni noYa... :malu:. in'Allah.. lau tbe mse y sesuai.. azam sye ni akan lebur... ble tiba saat 2... sye la pling bahagia... xde lagi akn berlakunye fitnah or sumthing bad y akn berlaku :in'allah:... so.... bermula mlm ni <1:34am> sye berazam akan tegakkan azam syer.... tingkatkan melting point ..........bia lambt cket melting..keh3..
so...doakan sye untuk berazam ni yer.... in'allah.. segala y syer jalankan berlandaskn suruhan Allah taala... amin....

gud niTe.... sye nk smbung stdi ni.. nk teman my rumate.. zaidatul izyan :yan:...

noyaBaek... yahooooo..



final exam

salam muhibbah... salam 1 malaysia

hari ini... rumate aku duk stdi je manjang..
aku jeles ni.. tp, ak mseh kekuranagn mood tuk mulakan stdi aku..
final tuk sume dak umP stat 19 apRiL... but, my final 23 apRil... ngee~.
start with project management & economic .. which tough subject for me.. not 4 others..<>..hhhahaa
aku mne suke blaja economi weyh.. ssh kot.. pale ak ne, lau lam clas pme... cm xde ape... 2 la aku asek nk monteng je clas ni... hahhaa... ...
2nd paper final aku .. jeng2.. 4 my core subject... gas processing & liquefaction .. ni subject tough gak ni.. xde hint langsung ni..<> jwab rakan2.. hihi....
3rd paper aku.. subject y aku repair.. noT repeat ok.. aku dpT D lam subject ni mse 2nd year.. so, disebabkn , sem ni aku amek 15 jam kredit.. so, aku nk bebankn lagi pale hotak ak y da terbeban ni dgn amek balik paper tersebut.. that paper ialah.. hahaha... material & energy balance.. ngeeee~.... xdpT A pon xpelah.. asal leyh nek cket dri D aku 2.. kah3... sia2 je ngajo aku ni.... ..
paper keempaT aku ialah.. ni rumate aku amek gak ni.. dak2 letrik.... kih2... tp, dorg len cket namenyer... dorang process control.. but , aku process control & instrumentation... kih2... ssh gak ni subject ni.... tp, aku ske class ni.. lgi mse tyme tutor... ak "mcm " paham la.... tp, hampeh je bile da kuo cls.. trus lupe.. cls ni aku cm xsanggup nk ponteng.. tkot je terlepas papae y penting.. hahahha.. <>..kui3..

ok2... last paper aku.. iaitu hari bertarikh.. 5 maY 2010 ialah gas transmission& distribution... subject ni dekan aku aja kot.. tp, ktorg de two lecturers 4 dis subject... sorg from uTm n sorg dekan aku.. huhu... selalo je ari sbtu ktorg dde cls... sbb lect from uTm ni dtg weekend je kat umP ni... so, bnyak kali ggak la aku termiss kawad suksis aku... hoho..
leyh gak ponteng kdng2... kih3...

em... dengan segale aku mencarut2 ni.. aku harap la... aku dpt lagi ni aku nk ckp... ke'feel'an nk stdi ni... jgn laro2 noYa.... kan jatuh merudum.... ssh nk smbung MASTEr....haha..
k la... aku nk g smayng aSar ni.. da msuk watu.. then, aku nk try stdi.. jlan x.. lau xjalan.... aku nk smbung tgok cter "you're beautiful"..yahoooo.... but, mlm ni..ak ne stdi gak.. nk g library ngan rumate..... noya.. chayok2... ktor msti boleyhnyer.....

salam sume.... muax...


saya rindu keluarga saya...minggu ini saya tak pulang...apalah jadi agaknya kat rumah tue?...sape bawa umi ke pasar?...ada tak laut dalam peti sejuk?...haritu sebelum balik UMP, dah bawa umi ke pasar, tapi cukupkah bekalan untuk 2 minggu?...

kak kiah camne ye agaknye?..dah makin sihat ke?...dah cukup 40hari ke? hanif sihat?...hani ok?...pergi tak die ke sekolah?...makan tak die kat sekolah?...sape lah nak belikan cekodok mak cik pramugari kesukaan die tue?...hurmmmm....

saya rindu family saya...pak ape khabar?...umi sihat?...mem rindukan kalian...tapi minggu ni mem tatau balik bile lagi...cikgu mem nak bagi assignment plak waktu study week...mem cakap nak balik, tapi die kate study week bukan minggu balik kampung...tapi die tau ke yang mem perlu balik...perlu balik supaya hati ni tenang tak fikirkan ape yang berlaku kat rumah....

pak sihat lah k....nanti mem balik bawa pak gi makan ais kacang kat depan lagi...mem pimpin tangan pak ye...jangan risau...makan la...biar comot pun, mem lap kan...pedulikan orang sekeliling...kite bayar kan?...

doakan mem untuk test malam ni k...mem rindu semua...mem xde kekuatan nak telefon...nnt mesti pun dah berhujan2 nie...ok la...bye...kirim sembah pada semua...mem sayang semua...