Memandu merentasi LPT, park kereta di jeti, menyusuri Sungai Pahang menaiki bot laju, terserempak buaya, menaiki pacuan empat roda melalui ladang-ladang sawit, begitulah serba sedikit perjalanan kami menuju ke kenduri Along. 

Papepon, ini pun kira 'long time sweetheart' jugak, dari zaman sekolah sekolah dahulu kala. Semoga berpanjangan hendaknya. 

Along dengan muka tak boleh blah..seperti selalu selalu. Kahkahkah.

Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. #islam #wisdom #think
— ﷽ Islamic Thoughts (@IslamicThinking) April 12, 2011

At least you won't be having a hard time to swallow them and taste bad, well, in case. 

Cuti sekolah = jalan lapang masa nak pergi kerja, cuti sekolah = mall dipenuhi budak-budak, cuti sekolah = kenduri kawen bersusun-susun. Kenduri kawen minggu lepas, minggu puncak segala kenduri pack masa minggu ni. Didi ni dulu rumet aku kat KK4, Wan ni kira satu kos dengan aku, budak kelas sebelah. 

Papepon, tahniah & semoga berkekalan hendaknya. 

*Budak-budak ni dah komplen aku sorang tak pakai smartphone, susah katanya nak roger aku sekarang pasal diorang diskas pape kat group K10&co katanya, yelah maklumlah aku takde Whatsapps tu. Yelah, nanti aku belilah satu, nanti aku dah ade sebijik tak roger aku jugak memang siap korang. Mak pun ada Whatsapps tahu. 

This post is going to be like a lengthy wedding speech.

Here's to never growing up, woahh!

First of all, Alhamdulillah and I'm so glad that finally you made it through these years to this wonderful day all your life. Izzah Nadiah who is my high school mate since 2004 when we started our study in INTEP. She came in second intake, as long as I could remember. I can't quite remember how we started to tag along but since then that we acknowledged each other as sibling. Perhaps we both have a lot of things in common, so that was how 'sibling' began. She's a bright girl, athletic, extrovert and pleasant to be with. Actively involved in netball in centre position, she's a ghost, you might found her everywhere in the court. Guess her petite physical helps her to move around faster. Me? I'm only a devoted watchful supporters sitting by the court. 

One notable trait that people found us in common was our loud sneeze, aaaaaacccchhhuummmm!! My class was located next to hers' which sometimes our sneeze sound alternately, the loud sneeze that sometimes some of us would make fun of it for the fact we didn't purposely freak them out with our blaring sneeze. It was natural.

The lame part about me, I was like the last pieces domino, the last to be hit and the last to fall. I didn't bother with all the gossips in the air like, A met with B at the intersection of Aspura-Aspuri, C stumbled upon an encouraging note on the desk from anonymous D, E kept his/her feeling for F because F already with G, love remain unspoken or, or, or H got a giant slate of Cadbury chocolate under the desk from mysterious I, to be true I only knew those kind of things right after we left school. Seriously. The same goes with Izzah that I had only knew she started to date Hayat then, which was long after all of us left school. Well, the last pieces of domino.

Fast forward, we further studies, we don't meet up very much due to distance restriction, and luckily Facebook keep us in touch. Ouch Facebook, speaking of Facebook, had I mentioned once there was a request-to-change-the-password-but-not-from-account-owner-itself tragedy? Not quite a tragedy actually, but sometimes it did get me grinned or chuckled a bit. What was this 'tragedy'? I think I'll keep the rest of the 'tragedy' untold here. And we were back again last year when I started to work in KL and there came Amiza & Saswe joining in which most of the times, there will be 4 of us hanging out together and all we love to do is sit and chit chatting all day long. Some would find us rather boring, it's like we didn't spend our time together other than talk and talk and food as well, when to think about that, perhaps our talks never have an ending. 

Right on 27th of April 2013, she officially married to her long time sweetheart, Fadzlul Hayat. I’m going to take some times to tune myself that she’s now somebody’s wife en lieu somebody’s daughter whilst her responsibility one level up. It's almost 7 years that you both have been together and the path for you together must have paved long long time ago in Luh Mahfuz. A generous, warm-hearted, cheerful, caring equal and forever a great friend of mine. And Hayat, by any chance if you read this, you should have known how lucky you are to have her by your side for all this while and Insya-Allah in years to come, you see, 7 years passed and you survived all odds, rocking situation and miles of rough distance, that's victorious buddy! 

To sibling and Hayat, may you both always sail in the same direction, sharing aspirations, hopes, dreams, laughter and co-sharing al conquests. 

Finally, #2 spot filled! Another celebrated couple, Iera, also the HYXCESS member, had tied a knot to her love ones, Akmal. May you live forever in love.

Late post? Yes it is, I should have posted it in last month. Meet our celebrated HYXCESS member who breaks the puzzle of who's the first to settle down and get married. There are 8 of us - plus our late Rahedah - and while Syida has found her way, the queue is still on and our most anticipated spot must be #8. 

 

My dear, may the love bestowed upon both of you and happily ever after.

Aku sebenarnya nak tukar kerja tahu tapi, interview pun tak menyinggah lagi. Rasa nak beli kete jugak tapi, duduk dekat bandar penuh pancaroba ni macam tak padan nak pakai kete canggih canggih, tambah plak mak pun tak kasi beli kete. Baik beli rumah ye dak tapi, nak beli rumah kat mana, kat bandor ni ke, kampung ke? Terasa jugak macam nak pakai smartphone tu tapi, aku pakai telefon tu setakat aku jawab call dengan mesej je, fungsi-fungsi lain yang ‘fancy’ semua tu aku tak heran, tak pakai, tak minat…setakat masa ni lah, tapi bila sebut mesej ni, dah berotot ibu jari tekan-tekan bila balas mesej, keypad keras masya-Allah, berpadananlah telefon pakai sekarang bolehlah. Dikategorikan. Sebagai. Dumb. Phone. Tapi, tapi, tapi, besar jasa dia tahu. Lepas tu nak pakai iPad mini jugak tapi, nak tunggu iPad mini 2. Bila mengenangkan laptop yang dah tak berapa power – processor Core Duo bila mana smartphone sekarang pun ada yang dah guna quad core - dengan kapasiti penggunaan aku sekarang rasa nak angkat all-in-one PC tu seketul tapi, hummm itulah. Kerja berlonggok atas meja tapi macam rimas serabut, but, but, but siap tengok Madagascar lagi kat opis. Sekarang ni pulak aku macam lapar tapi, tak tahu nak makan apa.

Tapi ni pun siap jadi modal lagu jugak.

Sekarang kau kira berapa banyak ‘tapi’ aku taip kat atas. ‘Tapi’ digunakan untuk menerangkan sesuatu keadaan atau subjek yang bersifat kontradik dan sangat ‘applicable’ untuk orang yang banyak kerenah, banyak alasan, banyak cekadak. Tapi itu, tapi ini, serba-serbi ‘tapi’. Kadang, ‘tapi’ ni kena jugak untuk situasi yang memerlukan justifikasi yang lebih konkrit. Tengok ‘tapi’ aku je lah berapa banyak, macam-macam lah tapinya.

Tapi gitu ah, nok buat guane doh. Bleh, bleh, bleh. 

Apart from Lego - Star Wars and Marvel Super Heroes sets and not to forget Lightsaber, oh talking about Lego, I'm even thinking about putting a set of it on 'dulang' and make it as one of 'hantaran', see how nonsense my imagination could be.

>Enough of your rumblings, Syuhada!

What? Oh, sorry, that's went too far, alright, where am I stop just now?<

>Urghh..

Uh-oh, ok got it, got it, yep I would love to keep them as my personal collection and now I've got another cool stuff that startled me. See the post title, it is called Xbox Kinect.

To tell you the truth, for all this time I thought that Xbox Kinect is just another gaming console along with PS3, Xbox, Nintendo I mean they are all the same console anyway - except they came from different manufacturer - with function obviously, to play games. But I'm completely wrong. See what I've wiki-ed for you readers.

Read more and more.

Still don't get it? Allow me to simplify it for you ladies and gentlemen. Kinect, a motion sensor which cooperates with Xbox 360 console that will take your gaming aesthetics to another level but without using any controller or joystick. It requires your body gestures to play the game and get you off the couch in which you yourself is like one of characters in a virtual ecosystem that making your gaming experience so real. I'm pretty sure that you want to keep your curtain close cause your neighbor might think that you had gone nuts while you're smashing, punching, skipping, kicking, slashing or even shouting, squealing, bawling all alone in your hall. Kinda cool to me, cause you hardcore gamer won't be slouching all day on your couch completing another level of your game with bottles of Coke and packs of junk food and get fat. 

Hurmm, I'm sure you guys still frowning and can't get through this body gesture idea so, freaking not, I got this video to help you digest this Kinect thing.

Kinect has paved its way in market around 2 years but I just figure out what actually is this thing like few days ago - yeah, that's shame - and in a second it already listed on my milestone list. Milestone huh? 

Is there anyone know where can I get this stuff here in Malaysia?

So I'm initiating the Forever After post which dedicated to newly married couples among us. Well, they are some of us whose still planning towards their day and I'm anticipating your invitation people! 

Never had enough of our nuts. Huh.

In before, truly apologized to Poknik & Wani, not making to attend their wedding. :(

Dah gatal kocek, garu sampai rabak.

Yes, berakhir sudah Januari, pantas sungguh permulaan tahun berlalu, dan seterusnya aku berharap Februari pun berakhir dengan cepat jugak - sama macam Januari. Seiring dengan tamatnya Januari, senarai harapan (wishlist)..-err boleh?- pun ehmmm...ehmm - dalam sikit bunyi dehem tu - bertambahlah point-point dia. Untuk itu post ini dinamakan gatal kocek, mengaruk tak tentu hala nak beli itu nak beli ini. 

Ipad Mini

Pengarukan pertama berlaku tengah bulan haritu, datang kerja terus rasa macam nak beli iPad haritu. Sasau? Sawan? Aku syak semua bermula dengan apps untuk baca artikel kat Flipboard, Feedly dan Pulse, aku bengang sebab lenguh woh aku hadap semua tu sambil duduk baca kat pc. Paling sedap kalau dapat duduk terlentang, ekau dah besar panjang..ah sudah AC Mizal menyelit plak, maksud aku, kau boleh menikmati pembacaan kau dalam apa jua posisi, ditemani air Kopi Kampung Bukit Tunggal sekole...peh. Yang menambah bengang haritu, sumbak dekat airport, flight delay, hah buku memang ah ada tapi seat departure hall tu bukan cozy sungguh nak layan buku-buku sampai penumpang taknak naik flight pun, kena plak tahu jelah buku pun macam drama tv jugak sampai satu plot, bosan je memanjang. Tak putus kot masa tu meratib, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, kan best kalau ada iPad, gila!

*Oh kenapa iPad Mini? Pasal saiz dia yang praktikal bagi aku. 

Sandal sport/outdoor

Teva Women's Zirra*

Teva Women's Hurricane XLT

Ini nak kira mengaruk jugak ke cemane. Mungkin lebih kepada keperluan aku rasa. Aku sedikit particular dengan suitable footwear untuk menyokong pergerakan yang selesa dan pantas berpadananlah dengan aku, jenis jalan laju. Yaaa, sekarang aku amat berkira dalam menjaga keselesaan sarung-pakai kaki aku, lenguh sengal takde Ogawa Gintell nak urut kaki. Tambah-tambah lagi setiap hari bekerja, kaki ni diguna sepenuhnya untuk gerak pergi kerja. OK memang dah ada sepasang kasut ni, design stail Mary Jane, insole adiPRENE. Memang sedap untuk long distance walk, tumit tak sakit, keting tak sengal, boleh pakai untuk kasual atau ke pejabat, hari keluar lambat memang kena pakai kasut ni pasal sedap nak sprint ke opis wakakaka, kira macam 'fashionable with brain', cewah. Akan tetapi, yang memilukan hati bila hari hujan, habis lencun pasal insole dia suede. Pret, pret, pret bunyi air. Untuk itu, aku mencari sandal dua alam, banyak-banyak alam pun boleh. Kebetulan memang tengah cari sandal, si Fakm & Azam pun tunjuk sandal Teva ni (ok diorang 2 pun pakai jugak). Ada sandal ni, habis kuat nanti flat bodoh-bodoh tu tinggal bawah meja, sampai opis tukar. Dah nama sport/outdoor sandal, takde nak fashionable sangatlah, peduli ah fesyen fesyen, kaki aku lagi mustahak nak kena cushion. 

Dalam senarai harapan (wishlist) lain adalah nak beli handbag baru lah, Deuter 50L lah, henfon baru lah..ehm..., jam baru lah, hah apahal ehm ehm tuu, tapi itulah, aku macam tak nampak justifikasi pembelian tu. Deuter tu kira perlu jugak pasal backpack dah hampir rabak menanti sangkut kat ranting terus terburai isi. 

Yang merapu pepanjang kat atas tu bila nak beli? Haaa, bila pergi kedai belilah. Heh.

*Nota kaki - Sekali kat belakang strap untuk pergelangan kaki tu lining dengan pig-skin. Cun saje je. Cis.

When I say NO, then it will be NO. Karma pun karma lah. I dont care. Please understand the signal. 

Satu naskhah indah untuk 2013.

“Saya akan pikul rahsia itu jika engkau percayakan kepada saya dan saya akan masukkan ke dalam perbendaharaan hati saya dan kemudian saya kunci pintunya erat-erat. Kunci itu akan saya lemparkan jauh-jauh sehingga seorang pun tak dapat mengambilnya kedalam lagi.” 

― Hamka, Di Bawah Lindungan Ka'bah

“...cinta adalah perasaan yang mesti ada  pada tiap-tiap diri manusia. Ia  laksana setetes embun yang turun  dari langit: bersih dan suci. Cuma  tanahnyalah yang berlain-lain  menerimanya...” 

“Saya hanya bisa mengatakan..bahwa apa yang saya rasakan untuk Zainab terlalu besar dibandingkan dengan kesedihan ketika saya difitnah dan diusir dari kampung ini...” 

“Apapun yang akan terjadi, Hamid, ingatlah, ketika kau tak punya siapa-siapa selain Allah, Allah itu lebih dari cukup”.

Well, well, well, here comes 2013. Happy New Year earthlings. To be true, I should be posting a summary of 2012 right before it ends but it's January and I'm still finding myself hitting this qwerty keyboard trying to compress all mementos into words. If you people find that my past year review was a bit monotonous, 2012 might not be that dull...hummm..is it?

January began, I got my job and I'm going to celebrate the first anniversary on this 16th January. Currently, I'm looking for some job that would get my hands dirt, some more physical work, get sweat and smell stink. These glass wall, air-conditioned spaces, concrete jungle seem didn't fit me well and I'm not very sure how long am I going to take this. Hey you got some vacancies to offer? I'm in!

In before, after amazing 5 seasons run, Chuck had came to season finale. Just a quick ending for a refresh, Intersect destroyed, Sara lost her past memories including Chuck and Chuck helped her to collect back all memories fragment. 

I'm gonna miss Jeffster!

And the calendar keeps flipped through February, March, April...

 

...Alem & Piqah solemnization,

Oh, books? Yep, I'm drown in it. In fact I've got stack of them queued for 2013 already. It took a whole year to meet the target and after hitting it, am I gonna hit more? Probably. Or I may not have to set the target anymore, the target is only a counter, a number that keeps me running after it but the feel, the story, the plot that the writers try to deliver, me seems to lose it. But at some point, the target will put you on track, ain't it? Never mind, they are waiting for me anyway. Ahha!

Two beautiful books I had in 2012

..May, June, July, August..

..Peli & McAnn get hitched..

..and her too, Tunku Maheran, but this photo was taken during her engagement in May.

Ramadhan started and it's Eidul Fitri in September!!  

Up up and get wasted at Bukit Tinggi

Dania got married

and we moved to October, November and finally, December, a month to nauseous and sickening and disgusting 12.12.12, LOL. Yeah, it was awful to me. Seriously. And not to forget.....

our PENANGSCAPE!

..and lastly, 

Family portrait: Kojek & Hajar wedding

2012 has been a wedding galore, most of us decided to settle down this year and December that I got my calendar all crossed! The couple list is quite long here, anyway, again congratulations!!! Not to forget to both of you too, Kama & Aan.

  
Wrapping up, here are some best of the best that I've found along this year.

Best Movie:

I'm actually torn between The Avengers or Batman: The Dark Knight Rises. I prefer the latter though. Ahha!

Best Song:

Best? I must say that they were not the best for 2012 but I had them shuffling over and over in my playlist,



and also highlighted, the man who break the sound barrier, Felix Baumgartner, a notable event of 2012 which had amused me.



Final notes, I'm looking forward for a -er 2013 like better, greater, healthier etc than yesteryear. What? Too short resolution? Guess that's all I'm looking for in 2013, no such extraordinary plan whatsoever. Let's see how 2013 will pass by. I'm sure I'm gonna miss 2012.

Till then, good year, good 2013.

*In before, rummaging all over :C, :D and FB for all photos, the process has always been tedious. Huh!

when i still dont know what will happen in future.

bila dikira dihitung dicongak umur sekarang ni, 

=.='

i have bachelor's degree,

i have master's degree very soon insyaAllah,

i have desire to continue my study in PhD,

but still pending...

i have a loveliest parents,

i have sweetest siblings,

i have some money to make myself and my parents happy,

i have a part time job,

of course i have some real friends,

but,

still belum nampak masa depan yang betulbetul boleh dicapai..

so bad..

i mean, bukan masa depan education..

education, bagi aku degree pon dah cukup..

tapi future job?

ada perancangan,

continue study in master ni sebab ada aim tertentu,

bukan sebab jobless okey..

tapi betul ke yang dirancang tu yang terbaik untuk aku?

PhD soon...?

you,can i continue my study first?sanggup you tunggu? XD

ohhh...

tapi masa depan bekeluarga?

siapa yang tak pernah terfikir kan.

kita semua sama,

kalau lain tu mesti ada yang tak kena,hihi..

well, 

kemana kita seterusnya?

lagi beberapa tahun??

nak share ayat mak tadi,

mak: tak payah nak tunggu orang lain sangat, kalau dah boleh, dah ada geng, jalan aje la..

aku: boleh ke?

mak: boleh,da layak sangat dah.. XD

ehem, dah qualified okey.

dah dapat green light.

haha.

okey, tak payah nak green light sangat. 

kita habiskan yang mana belum habis dulu,

lepastu baru fikir,

oh mak,kalau mak ada calon nak dikenenkan pon boleyyy XD

p/s:

kawankawan sebaya dan se batch,

kawan sekolah, kawan universiti, 

most of them dah mulakan kehidupan yang baru,

oh!ramai jugak yang dah jadi mak bapak budak.

aku doakan semuanya berbahagia hingga ke syurga.

aku da doakan untuk korang ni,

tolongla doakan untuk aku sekali..hihi

tata

Aku nak cari pijama macam Taylor ni pakai. Pergi isi minyak malam-malam, pergi ngeteh tak payah tukar baju.

 

Dan tak lupa bracelet watch dia. Berkenan jugak aku tengok. Heh.

dalam kesibukan ujung minggu ni, 

sempat lagi aku menelaah (bak kate noya) semua post yang lame. 

back to the old years. 

buat aku teringat everything,

semuanya yang geng kita penah buat, 

apa yang jadi dalam kelas, 

apa yang jadi between us, 

everything.

oh!oh!

ada satu peristiwa yang rasanya semua orang da lupa kot. 

tertarik pada pengomen yang bernama en EEES dan roticanai ni. 

korang ingat lagi tak?

haha.

bila bacabaca balik,

boleh terketawa sendiri. 

siapa agaknya beliau ni ek?

sampai sekarang kita belum tau siapa gerangan disebalik nama EEES ni.

hurmmm???

penyeri kot,

pencetus revolusi (la sgt),

haha.

apaapa pun,rindu jugak nak tengok kontroversi kat blog ni.

asyik menyepi je. XD

ok, jom sambung buat proposal.

have fun guys! 

tata

THE CLOSEST YOU ARE TO THE SUCCESS IS WHEN YOU EVER THINK OF GIVING UP

bila bercakap tentang give up,

yes,dah banyak kali aku mengalami rasa 'give up' ni. 

tapi tapi tapi, 

i'm not,since the worst thing to do in life is, give up!

if you ever feel like NOTHING that you do is doing fine, 

what you think is worthless, 

or maybe there's too many things you want to do, like you are a successor to do many things once, then everything is just blowing up to the sky,spreading like bubbles.meaningless. 

kalau dilihat dari sisi positifnya, everything you do, is priceless.

apa yang kita buat, cuma kita je yang mengalami rasanya, perasaannya, dan ilmunya.

tiada siapa yang tahu walaupun berpuluh kali kita bercerita hal yang sama.

pengalaman yang tak ternilai.

as i'm in master's degree now, fulltimer and partimer as research assistant too in UTM, Skudai.

pernah beberapa kali rasa nak quit. quit from master AND job.

sebab yang terlalu complicated. too many things i need to think and do

especially, when i'm in 2nd semester. 
dengan study, assignments, projects, test, quizzes, preparing for proposal,
and at the same time, a lot of RA work to do, updating accounts, claims,
and, think of attending the kenduri kendara kawankawan,

kalau nak diikutkan otak, bila semua benda datang dalam pada masa yang sama, 

everything will burst out.

pernah mengalami saatsaat meletup,semua orang akan kena marah, semua orang akan tanya kenapa muka macamtu.

and yes, masa tu la akan terfikir untuk give up!
tapi kecewa dengan diri sendiri bila tak kuat nak buka mulut to tell prof i want to resign.
dah 3 or 4 kali jugak try untuk bgtau. tapi....... T.T
so now, i'm still working as RA and still a student of master's degree.
mungkin kata hati lebih kuat,alhamdulillah.

dan satu lagi pengalaman yang paling takut akan berlaku, at last berlaku jugak.

and it happen a few times. beberapa kali. *sigh

i'm waiting for a guy to accept me for who i am before, now and if possible,forever. a guy who i am in love with for almost 6 years since the first chitchat thing, a guy, ONE of my precious person in life, not most yet.

nak dijadikan cerita, the latest thing happen is when he give a positive reaction, 

please me to come for his convocation day, thanked me for a beautiful flowers with a beautiful words, he showed he's happy, he said he doesn't mind if everyone know i come here for him,

i attended his convocation, i met his parents and family members,

but but but, he just rejected me then. just for a few days after we met.

and he said, 

"its better now. at least you have time to other things.its not that i'm too choosy, but after what we go through, i'm not happy when i meet you." 

i really thought that we can start the new us, he will start to know me back.

walaupun kita sama2 diam, sama2 buat tak tahu to each other, 
i just know that, "i'm always with you". (sorry,terjiwang.kihkihkih)
dan sebenarnya selama ni pun, memang jarang contact,
just afraid he will feel so annoyed, feel disturbed, and for sure, 
if he want me to keep silent, i will. and i just will.
when this thing happen for a few times, i'll feel depressed, anyone will give up i think.
friends adviced to let it go, and just accept someone better. 
the closest you are to success is when you are giving up. 
siapa tahu bila masa kita akan berjaya?at least i'm trying.
sampai masa jodoh tak ada, he have someone better, at that time then i will give up.

oh, kalau dia baca ni habislah. i'm too open? atau sepatutnya cuma diamkan diri? 
ok lah, this is just for you guys, i'm sharing. XD

and its fun actually to write everything what we feel. 
nak menulis dengan pen malas sangat kan,menaip pon jadilah.

so, DONT GIVE UP! :P percaya lah dengan kata hati kita. you will find a better way, and success will be yours..haha

tata

Hey gang - Anis, Noya & Mem - how're you ladies been doing? Hope you're doing all fine. 

*The jaw-dropped Shrek, couldn't find better video with this song, I mean with better expression..at least. LOL. Enjoice!

**Jom, pergi Gambang Point.

...supaya cita-cita 'ultimate' aku kerja kat company 'Bangunan Kaler Coklat', berhanyut di platform 2 3 bulan, pulang ke tanah besar, berhanyut lagi, tanah besar, berhanyut, tanah besar, berhanyut sampai...aku ada cita-cita lain untuk aku meneruskan hela nafas yang ada (itupun kalau ada), makbul. 

Aku berharap kedua ibu bapa aku menyenangi dan meredhai permintaan aku ini, kalaulah permintaan di atas dimakbulkan. Amin. Amin. Amin.

*Sekali langit tengah terbuka luas masa aku taip ni, permohonan zupp naik ke atas tanpa saringan. Hah!

craziest thing in life, aku suka dia for 5 years, never end =.=' memang gile.......